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m e m b e r

by bill radovich

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ooh baby hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo
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chicago! do it give it to me now goddammit rip it up drive quit looking at me skyscrapers metro i’m just a kid hello nasty take me home, dad yeah take me home, dad daddy daddy thank you i love this city
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aaaagggghhhh nooooo owwwww arrrggghhh ouch aaaaaahhhhh whoaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaa
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t r i p 04:01
i’m high i wanna die pushing down into the ground i’ve known you for years and i can’t recognize your face i can’t remember your name i can’t remember my name this is my first time was it laced? is it going to feel like this forever? i am trying to have an open mind here. but i don’t know you anymore i’m not grounded. i’m afraid. i’m afraid and i am going to die. how do people do this to themselves day in and day out? i just want this to stop i want time to stop. i want everything to stop…existing. i don’t even know what existence is all i know is that i hate this this is torture and my head fucking hurts i want to shut my brain off i want to vomit my entire guts out all over the pavement i’m about to have a panic attack in the streets of los angeles and nobody can help me i want this whole state to collapse into the ocean and bury everything i want to be nothing god wants me dead
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k i r k 02:42
seventh grade junior high school mathematics priming numbers balancing checkbooks multiplication sent to detention duplicating your words repetition your old hands and drooping eyelids subtract my patience math repetition kirk repetition
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make me some popcorn gonna wear out the vhs tape i pull the tape apart i pull the tape out of the spool i put it in my mouth i put the tape in my mouth i eat the tape this is my favorite movie make me some popcorn i'l do it again next friday night
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m u s i c 02:07
nirvanaaceofbasemichaeljacksonalanismorissettesmashmouthsavagegardenhansoncollectivesoulbrucespringsteenu2garthbrooksgodlivesunderwatersistermachinegunfearfactorygravitykillsnineinchnailsjoydivisionthesmithswiregangoffourkillingjokeneworderdepechemodebauhaustalkingheadsprodigyministrythechemicalbrotherslcdsoundsystemmobystabbingwestwardskinnypuppydevowilcoslintbrainiacdeftonesfilterdashboardconfessionaljimmyeatworldweezerozmapixiessunnydayrealestateproject86mewithoutyoupedrothelionninetypoundwusstrainingforutopianormajeanthricefrodusslayermetallicatooljane’saddictionfugaziminorthreatmisfitssuicideanalcuntwolfeyesbeastieboysdr.dreeminemwavvesHEALTHaplacetoburystrangerselliottsmithcloudnothingsslowdiverefusedsoulcoughingsilversunpickupsDAFlocalhthenationalarcadefireliarscoildillingerescapeplanautoluxcabaretvoltairebastillefaithnomoreelvispresley
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r i z z o 01:49
...first time ever i saw your face...
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it smells like fish in here it smells like death in here i don't wanna hurt you baby i don't wanna eat you baby
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t h r o a t 00:40
you put the bass in the amp and it kicked me in the throat
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n c 1 7 03:03
keep it nc-17 g pg pg-13 r for disturbing and graphic depiction of violent, anti-social behavior, intense depiction of very bad weather, teen partying and slime
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about

this is a record about memories.

no verses. no choruses. fifteen aural snapshots of weird.

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released October 25, 2018

all writing/performance/art/engineering: bill radovich (unless otherwise noted)

mix/master/additional engineering: jeremy scrivano

this album is dedicated to shelby cinca. thank you for inspiring me throughout the years.
please visit: shelbycinca.bandcamp.com

1990-2018 matt thomas, may you rest in peace

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bill radovich Rockford, Illinois

my name is bill and i like rock and roll.

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